Childcare

I love my job. I get asked all the time if its ever hard working with children knowing that I lost a child and in some cases with the same age group as Ayla would have been. My response? Yes, sometimes. But the good out ways the bad. 

I have so many sweet kids, and when ever I have a hard day it seems that the children know. I know that I am so loved by them and it brings tears to my eyes at how special they make me feel. When I am with them I can't help but think that someday I may actually be able to parent a living breathing child. 

Some days are rough and I feel like I am in the wrong profession. I am made to feel like a failure at times. But then I play and interact with the children and know that this is what I am suppose to do. I absolutely love it and can't imagine doing anything else :)