Four Months

This was Ayla's last month with me. This is by far the most difficult post I've ever written. Ayla was everything to me. Everything. I will miss her terribly but I am grateful that I had one last month to be with her. I will be with her again. I refuse to put bad pictures up because although it is part of her life, I want her to be remembered as the happy baby she was. It was such a wonderful month :) I love the Christmas season and all the feelings associated with it. I was so grateful to spend this wonderful season with my beautiful daughter.

~She mastered spitting skills finally, and she did it all the time.
~Ayla started to enjoy bath time, she'd lift her legs up then slam them down splashing me in the face. She thought it was pretty funny.
~She laughed in her sleep. It was by far the funniest thing I've ever heard.
~We attended mommy and me every Wednesday, she liked to flirt with the boys.
~Ayla would only nap in my arms. With what's happening now I appreciate it a whole lot more.
~She almost rolled over
~Ayla figured out how to pull the butterfly off her play gym, she would do it constantly.
~One day she tried to pull off another toy that didn't come off. She got quite upset.
~We had our first and last Christmas together.
~She gave the hugest smiles on Christmas, I think she knew what the day was about.
~She finally slept in her crib all night.
~I learned that there is nothing like a mothers love.