Today in Relief Society we were talking about being the best we can be. It got me thinking am I who I want to be right now? Last time I asked this question I didn't like who I was but right now life is going awesome. I am heading towards my goals and am really happy. I am learning not to judge people because who am I to judge? People make mistakes and repent so I should let them do so :). I was thinking today that often we forget that who a person was in the past is not who they are today. I am really trying to be more positive.
It was a great lesson. It also seems that everything is falling into place for me, ever since I decided on my plan to happiness life has got so much better. Every week brings something new and I love it, I am so happy. People actually are talking to me at church and know who I am. It's pretty awesome. I'm finally learning that if I just be myself then either people will like me, or they won't and really it shouldn't matter.
Also on Thurday I got my wisdom teeth out, I was pretty scared but honestly today was the first day I felt any pain and it wasn't even that bad. I'm lucky though I have an awsome roommate who relates to me and helped me feel ok about my semi-puffy cheeks. I'm also lucky that I didn't have to take any tylenol 3's. Those really make me feel out of it. Hopefully in a couple days I'll feel good enough to eat normal food.
PS: The weather has still been lovely :) It even rained today and it was still nice.
I had a hard time realizing that being myself was all I or anyone else could ask. Socializing became so much more enjoyable for me once I realized that being me was enough and that I didn't have to worry about what others thought. I'm glad you're feeling that freedom :)
ReplyDeleteAnd I hope you completely recover from your wisdom teeth!