*Sigh*

I’m almost there! I know I bring this up every time I blog but with every passing day I get more and more excited for Christmas holidays :) I finished all my assignments on time this week and I got a fairly good mark on my psychology test on Thursday. One week down and one to go. So I have to be honest I have not been going to institute on a regular basis, it just seemed like there was always homework and projects that got in the way (it shouldn’t and I realize that), but the times I did go I felt so much more enlightened, this week we talked about the Atonement and it was great to be able to spend that class talking about something that is so mind boggling that every time we talk about it there is always something new that stands out. Next semester I am going to go every week, I need to set my priorities straight.


I was amazed on Thursday how a day can go from so lame that I came home in tears to fine. So the day started out fine but as usual I was a little sleep deprived and thus every niose the children made was worsening my headache but I was fine. That is until the children had a drumming presentation, they loved it however, I did not (imagine thirty children pounding on drums for an hour…). After that we headed outside and had crying and crabby children for the remainder of the day.

I then took two tests on a row, both I thought I had studied enough for but I didn’t. It’s not that I did horrible but I could`ve done better. By the time both exams were over I was mentally and physically exhausted, so I came home and had one of those 'why am I doing this?' moments and broke down in tears for a bit. And then I prayed. I basically asked for Him to make my day better because I hate feeling sorry for myself. He did. I checked the efy website and realized that I could apply to be a councelor :) I tried but for some reason I couldn`t get past the `submit my resume` part, but I’m going to call the help number on Monday and figure it out. Then Julianna texts me asking if I wanted to come over for a movie, it was so great that of all the days she invites me over it was my bad day.

Anyways I am sorry for the depressing post; it ended up all good though. I just need to make it through the next week then I will be free for a month :)

PS: Sitting by the tree, listening to Christmas music, and smelling our various candles seems to make everything better :P