Tears

I was going through my dresser the other day and found a book of blog posts from last year...I don't like being negative but for tonight I'm going to allow myself to be sad.

It's hard. Harder then anything I've done. And sometimes I am angry. But I've learned anger doesn't solve anything. It causes more pain then good. I'll be okay, I always am. But I've also learned it's okay to cry. It will get better. Things will always get better through The Lord. For now I just need to go off faith.

Dear Taylor Swift,
You've described my life yet again. It's kinda scary sometimes but please continue :)
Sincerly,
Julie

Two Months :)

This month flew by! With all the appointments we had it felt like we were on the go. But I love the quiet moments we get when Ayla is in a good mood and we're playing at home.

~She smiles up a storm now :) I love that she recongnizes who i am and smiles at me when she's fed and changed.

~Ayla has been having issues sleeping in her own bed...I try but then end up putting her beside me. not that I mind.
~I love dressing her in cute outfits and I'm pretty sure she loves it...she hasn't told me she doesn't :P

~We've been sick for most of the month but she is recovering well now.
~She got to brave the cold in her snowsuit, she hates putting it on but looks so darn cute :)

~Ayla hates tummy time but turns her head from side to side occationally.
~She's been gaining weight like crazy! She is almost 11 pounds now.
~She has a love/hate relationship with the carseat.

~Ayla has started to coo and tell me stories. I love it :)
~She celebrated her first Halloween

She's the best baby I could ask for :)

Ayla at 2 months

Happy Two Months Ayla!